They said high school was supposed to be the best time of your life.
Even though I didn't understand it a few weeks ago, I agreed wholeheartedly now.
Love isn't a choice. It just happens.
Hasnita Singh - the author - really captures what it means to be young and feeling like the weight of the whole world is on your shoulders, but she also is quite good at portraying this young love which blooms exactly like wildflowers, from unkind earth, all rough and dry until it grows into beautiful, colourful flowers, opened up to the sun and endless possibilities.
Not only do we have this clear look into Scarlet and Levi's lives but we get to also have a peek at whatever is around them: the author gives to friendship the main stage here, their chosen family, and it's where our main characters really shine, where we see them through and through as normal teenagers who sometimes like to get high in the park.
This gives the author the chance to explore more as she makes space for representation: we have a variety of characters who never once wear the label that explains their sexuality because there is nothing there to explain.
I love how everything is so natural, no questions asked, it's just the way it is. Sexuality is really free to be explored and never once judged or ridiculized, on the contrary, it's very respected and if anything, it gives the reader a lesson, which is: labels mean nothing, it's what's underneath that counts.
I especially loved how Levi is there for his brother, who is clearly going through a rough time, figuring out his true identity. Levi just sat there, watching him playing with makeup, no questions answered, no judgment, he just waited until it was his brother who confessed to feeling confused and in need of a bit of time to figure things out. Levi was there because the only label he saw was "brother" and that was enough.
This book was SO. MUCH. FUN. I do love a good romance but it's hard to find an author who just gets it right so clearly, I'm now adding Hasnita Singh to my auto-buy list of writers because she not only delivered a good story, filled to the brim with (both romantic and sexual) tension but she also gave us real families with real issues and real people with shit going on. I loved every second of it, so much so that I've read it in two sittings and just because I tried very harrrrd to save a few chapters for the next days, which obviously didn't happen. Ha!
I found it quite funny how my adventure with this book was quite like Scarlet's (or anyone's) relationship with smoking: you promise to quit after just this last one and then shit happens or you're bad at keeping promises or you just give up and look at you, with smoke flaring from your nose. I felt exactly like that.
I guess I have to - partly - blame the shorter chapters for my inability to read a book slowly, but I do love short chapters so much and these in particular not only give the reader the double peek into both Scarlet and Levi's lives, but they're written so good that you cannot help but turn the page once more until it's 5 a.m. and you're still smoking that damn cigarette!
Overall, a very good romance which I think it's aimed to a more adult audience just for the heavy topics (loss, abuse, dysfunctional families, bullying) which are very gently touched and with so much care that you won't ever feel them as a burden to carry.
Great representation too, an amazing cast of characters, all diverse and gorgeous and fun! But the romance it's the true show stopper. The bloody romance is to die for!
Only downside (because this is still an honest review and I love to find a needle in a haystack - that's just who I am, okay?) is that it made me want to go back to High School so damn much that I actually cried for two hours straight for how much I miss it.
I wish I was joking.
*This is a sponsored review but all thoughts are my own.